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Quinn "hot shi(R)t" Cardall
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| do it. biatches. |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|12:10 am] |
1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. 4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5) I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. |
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| all this shit needs to be said |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|07:42 am] |
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i dont understand whats been happening lately. everything seems to be falling apart. a year ago i would have said i had it pretty good. the situation in millers island has always been fucking questionable as hell. and i never considered that place my home, nothing close. but i knew, or at least thought, that there were a few people that i could be at home with. that i knew i could call at any time of the night and say that i needed somewhere to stay or that i just needed to talk. and if you can say that you have one true, real friend, you are so lucky. and i thought i had that. i thought i had a couple. but slowly those people have been disappearing, not from the face of the earth, just from my life. i dont think it was anything or anyone in particular that caused it. it just happened. for some reason or another, by someone, i guess it was decided that things would be "better" if we werent friends anymore. sometimes it happened gradually, hanging out and talking kind of slowly stopped, then they were fased out completely. i found out some pretty shitty things certain people, said and did, that had claimed to be my best friend not too long before. and those people i know i dont need. but the people that i know i could still be friends with, are the ones that continue to make me question what happened. ive been in fights with every single one of my friends. its natural. its what happens. then you decide if the fight was serious enough not to talk anymore. and with some of them it was. and i did what i had to do. but i think a lot of it is that i need to lighten up and realize that people arent going to meet my ridiculously high friendship standards. i expect too much from people. and i will completely take the fault for that. i have to be realistic. and understand that im not going to be happy if i always expect people to be perfect. i feel like i live in a fantasy world sometimes. expecting people to fit this mold of what i think the perfect friend would be. and thats just not fair to people that i care about, and its not fair to myself. if i dont get over that. then im never going to be happy. and i know that now. and im working on it. believe me, im trying. i know i always act like a fucking adult. but if you dont understand why, then please dont judge me on it. its how ive always been. its how i deal with things. i didnt become that way by myself. i was forced to be that way. its why my mother and i have so many problems between us. the roles were fucked up when i was younger. and now they cant be changed back. but if and when i do act that way. its because i care too fucking much to just stand back and not say anything. i know i can be a bitch. and i know sometimes i seem like im too fucking uptight. but believe me its not by choice. |
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
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i wrote a semi-long entry yesterday to a certain someone. but it was a little too personal so i made it private. i wish i could tell everyone exactly what i think of them. but if i did it would just cause so much trouble. trouble that i dont need at this point in my life. a point in which im trying to decide who i want to be. and what i want to do with my life and what i want to accomplish. its hard because i want to do so many things. things im not quite sure im cut out to do. i just hope i find my place sometime soon. cuz its pretty lonely not feeling like you belong anywhere. or with anyone. there have been huge changes in my life like the past year or so. ive ended friendships (yes plural. im not just talking about that one) that i didnt feel were worth it. and ive gained others that i am suprised at each and every day. it makes me incredibly sad because sometimes i question the choices ive made. but i have to reassure myself and tell myself that im at least trying to do whats best for me. ive thought about other people for far too long. im almost 18 years old. thats almost legally an adult. i have to start making choices for myself. i need to be a hell of a lot more decisive than i have been in the past. because no one else can make choices for me. and i have to learn to stick to my choices. know that there are consequences and deal with them. i think ive been doing better lately and im proud of that. i just hope it works out for the best. there are people that i dont talk to anymore for one reason or another. but i just want them to know that they will always have a place in my heart that no other person will ever replace. ive said this a million times and ill say it again. if i have taken the time to care about you. that wont ever end. til the day i die. i will care about you. whether were "friends" or not. i would die if anything happened to anyone i have cared about. these people know who they are. and i just hope they read this and take it to heart that they wont ever be forgotten about. even if we dont ever talk again. i truly do believe that people come into your life for a reason. to teach a lesson or help you out with something. and every single person ive considered a friend has taught me something. unfortunately some of those lessons were more painful to learn than others. but without feeling pain i just simply wouldnt be human. nothing about the human experience is perfect. it never has been and it never will be. thats another thing people have taught me. "to err human. to forgive divine." i just feel as though ive forgiven far more than deserved. but i think the people im talking about know that. and i just hope they can understand the decisions ive made. not that i need to explain myself. i just hope they can at least see where im coming from. ive been hurt way too much. and i think its time that people stopped hurting me. i always get all stupid and emo on holidays and such. so that was my emo rant. and now im done. goodnight. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2004|06:14 pm] |
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Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are sometimes the most important ones. If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and listen to what they have to say. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make anything you wish of your life. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets. And if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. Learn a lesson in life each day that you live! Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday. Think About it? Was it worth it? |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|07:17 am] |
| [ | how i be feelin |
| | bored | ] |
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| | random noises | ] | im in CIP III right now. haha i only took this class to fill up this spot in my schedule. i wouldnt tell mr hafer that tho, he might cry. im uber bored and i have nothing to do because i already did all the work we have to do. so i went into microtype to see how fast i could type, with gloves on, lol believe me, im waaaayyyy bored. well i typed 116 gwan (gross words a minute) with gloves on AND the bow around my head "cutting off circulation to the brain", as mr hafer said. take that HA. ugh i am so freakin bored. i guess ill just update about what ive been doing.
hangin out with crystal as usual, as like all the time weve hung out with josh somewhat lately which has been fun that kid cracks me up and i apparentally crack him up which i dont complain about haha we went to chuck e cheese and such good times my parents were gone wednesday thursday and friday but they came home friday night they were supposed to be gone all weekend those little bastards i had plans and everything crystal, caitlin, kimma, joshton, kyle and dave were supposed to come over for a little mini party and a sleepover friday i went to the mall and josh met me there while crystal worked so that we could just take him home with us but he left me to go to white marsh douche bag so i hung out in waldens with caitlin i helped rip covers off books and scan stuff for returns it was fun i ran back and forth between there and sears to visit crystal and all her boys there theyre so funny so caitlin and i just went to crystals to stay over we walked over to kyles to hang out kyle was hysterical i fell asleep there for a bit then walked back to crystals caitlin spent the night at kyles there was some drama in the morning that i care not to discuss on here saturday crystal and i went out to glen burnie saw napolean dynamite haha it was greatness not as funny as those people made it seem people in the theatre were LAUGHING OUT LOUD like crazy totally unnecessary it was fun tho sunday i didnt do anything crystal had work my mom and tim were out on the boat and erika went to her moms so not only did i not have anyone to hang out with i didnt have a ride anywhere either it sucks not driving there were movies on allll day tho so i just sat at home and had my own movie marathon now thats sad eh i dont care, i had fun or at least thats just what ill tell people this morning i got up, got ready, on time had everything together and i think i look cute today so its a good morning then... i cant find my bookbag its nowhere i looked everywhere everyones bedrooms downstairs crystals car crystals house i have no clue i feel dumb how do you lose a bookbag? its huge eh oh well, i guess ill find it some time this thursday is my moms bday woo hoo im excited gaby is coming up this week cuz she cant come up for thanksgiving she will be up for christmas tho were gonna have a little surprise kinda thing for momma cathy im done i dont know what else to write i guess ill go find something else to do maybe use hafers phone to call people ugh im so bored <3333 ta ta for now |
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[Nov. 10th, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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 haha aw he thought we were still in the picture but we did a little duck out
 this picture WAS going to be for josh...but he didnt listen to us so he didnt get it
 me being gangster, and crystal whispering in my ear that im too hardcore
 haha oh lord, this is crystal and i being josh...he didnt find it funny..."what?! i dont do that!!" whatever boy, stop the denial
 haha i was on the floor for this one
 i made josh take one my himself, i was talking about gloves and this is him trying not to laugh...hahaha good times |
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| oh buh goodness |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
| [ | how i be feelin |
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| | green day-american idiot | ] | not a lot has gone on the past couple weeks but the next couple weeks are busy
tonight crystal and i are probably going to dodgeball, and there might be another girl fight if certain people dont just fucking worry about themselves. i swear, if people worried about themselves and their own lives as much as they wanna be all up in someone elses, everyone would have everything they want and would accomplish everything they want to accomplish. people waste too much time worried about other people, what other people have, what other people are doing, just fucking worry about yourself and youll be set. bithces fucking sweat drama...its sad.
friday is beastie boys at studio 819 and im pretty sure crystal and i are going to that, since we cant go to the actual show. i think the smaller one will be cooler anyway, we just gotta get there fucking early.
saturday night is homecoming, which i am taking the lovely caitlin poarch to. she asked cody to take her but he said homecoming was stupid haha he sounds just like i did my freshman year. maybe he will meet a cute girl that he will want to go to dances with. haha kimmy g. awww.
kimmy g...i love that girl. she is so sweet, and so much cuter than she gives herself credit for. and one stupid adorable boy that has one stupid non-adorable girlfriend is just a retard. and hes missing out on a great thing in that little kimmy g. i hope we hang out more and have more late night phone conversations cuz they are pure greatness. <3333
next week i guess dodgeball thursday night. i dont think anything else is happening next week, during the week at least.
when the weekend comes...dun dun dun CAMPING. i am so fucking excited about this. i havent gone camping in so long and i cant wait to go with just friends. i asked my mom about it and she said shes already fine with it. i actually didnt expect her to be as cool with it as she was. crystals bday is the following tuesday so its a birthday party kinda thing for her. with the guest list we have compiled already, some people will probably end up drunk off their asses but hopefully no hooking up, cuz i am boy-less. hahaha "ill kiss his cheek, or his hand, or just with my mouth closed" ewww boys...yucky poo puppies...
hahaha "yucky poo puppies" is what i used to say when i was little and something gross happened. i asked my mom today, and she said that i made it up myself. normally when little kids say stuff like that, its cuz they heard it from somewhere, or their parents said it or whatever. but she said she had never heard it before and none of my other brothers or sisters said it. how weird is that? then she went on to tell me that ive been weird since the day i was born...shes so sweet.
+ letting people know how it is with post-it notes + big glasses that make you look like a butterfly + pretty colored hair ties + iced tea + having the best latin name of all "Aurora Balbina" haha + the fact that caitlin and i will be the hottest ones at homecoming - people spelling my name "Qwinn" wtf - not being able to get over someone - the fact that i dont have a boy to be giggly over - seeing all the cute little couples *gag me* - not having my learners but having a car i can drive
i have nothing else to write about...when i started this entry i had a million things i wanted to say but now i cant think of any of them...blast |
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| spoony lead to forky |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
 crystal said to make an "ugly face" so i do that and she goes and looks all cute...real nice
 a little kid came up to us while we were taking that pic and said "you guys will make a beatiful picture" it was so sweet
 crystals mom mom said i was trying to look sexy lol
 it looks like i have too many fingers and i dont know what that face is for
 my "yeaaaaaa riiiiiiiiigggght" face the dark circle/bump kind thing in the front looks like my hoodie but its really my knee
 haha i love that one, theres no caption needed
 i love that one too, fucking gangster |
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| dont feel like writing, so ill just do this |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
| [ | how i be feelin |
| | contemplative | ] |
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| | the 5,6,7,8's (stuck in my head) | ] | The Generic Teenager Stereotype Do you drink [alcohol]?: have before, dont usually Do you party a lot? How often?: hells yea, i party constantly Do you use drugs for recreational purposes? no How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: a million Do you skip classes? How often?: once, you better believe my senior year will be full of skipped classes though Do you steal?: i used to Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: no Do you drool over celebrities?: no Do you watch a lot of TV?: no Do you ever watch the News?: i make up my own news, the real news is too sad Do you care about world issues?: yes but they make me depressed Do you read books often?: i try to Are you failing a lot of your classes?: its the beginning of the year Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: i try to Do you smoke cigarettes?: omg yuck no Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: haha used to Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: almost never Do you curse a lot?: uh huh Are you desperate to fit in?: god no Are you intelligent?: id like to think so The Goth Stereotype Black lipstick?: only on really special occassions Black eyeliner?: sometimes Black eyeshadow?: not really Black trenchcoat?: no Black boots?: i have some but i dont wear them Black fishnets?: no Black nail polish?: sometimes Cigarettes?: repeat question Heavy metal music?: if i like it Marilyn Manson?: not really Kittie?: dont listen to them Cradle of Filth?: no Constant frown and perpetual angst?: haha not CONSTANT Are you an intellectual?: yea An atheist?: i prefer agnostic Horrible home life?: depends Hopelessly depressed?: not hopelessly Suffering with suicidal idealations?: i think about it but i would never do it Self-mutilation?: i think its the fucking stupidest thing ever The Punk Stereotype Plaid?: some Big black boots?: i have some Mohawk?: used to have one Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: i wish Wild hair colors?: sometimes NOFX?: yup Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: haha somewhat The Jock Stereotype Rancid?: was this supposed to be in the previous category? but yes to rancid What's your IQ?: no clue Do you watch a lot of sports?: sometimes Play a lot of sports?: haha i try Talk a lot about sports?: no Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: yea Are you arrogant?: sometimes Are you a male or female whore?: of course not Are you homophobic?: not at all Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: nope everything Boobs = pointless and not sexy at all, milk comes out of them, babies suck on them, stop being turned on by them Parties = woop woop Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = haha not me The Girl Stereotype Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance?: almost none at all Have you ever been on a diet?: somewhat How much did you lose?: i dunno Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: haha Make yourself throw up? ew Make-up?: eyeliner, mascara, eye shadow, lip stuff, other stuff sometimes Low-cut tops?: no Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: lol i do it on purpose Giggle a lot?: ive been told so What's the deal with boys? they fucking suck YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: sometimes Who's the weaker sex?: neither Are you a feminist?: no Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: sure do Are you emotional?: ugh too much Boyfriend/girlfriend: no Crush: not right now Do you love anyone right now: not in a boyfriend kinda way Have you ever been in love: not even close Ever really cared for someone in that way: ugh yes, and he doesnt even know it Ever had sex: no How many hearts have you broken: none How many people broke your heart: none in a serious way So what's your significant other like: non-existant |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|12:03 pm] |
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i dont even feel like writing about anything that has happened lately. fun has been had in the past couple weeks but right now none of that matters. if you dont feel like hearing about all my problems, then dont read this. its time for quinn to be a little selfish and think about herself for once in her life. i dont mean to sound self-righteous or anything, but i never think about myself. i never consider myself before someone else, in any situation. when it comes to my friends, my family, even someone i dont fucking like. i put other peoples problems ahead of mine, i listen to everyones complaints and issues and all their shit, but i never talk about mine, i never unload my problems and my issues onto anyone else, i wouldnt dare inconvenience them. i keep most of that to myself, and think about it constantly, and overanalyze it, and make myself physically sick over it. if ever i do tell someone about something going on, i usually change the subject right after that, i dont wanna talk about it for too long, and bore them or make them uncomfortable, or bother them with my shit. it just isnt fucking fair, that i feel like i have to do that. this isnt going out to anyone in particular, and i dont mean to offend any of my friends, and make them think i cant talk to them, i have great friends, that i can talk to about stuff, i just dont usually, its just not how i do. and i dont mind listening to peoples problems or whats going on with their lives or whatever, im happy that my friends feel like they can talk to me, and that they trust my advice, and that they care what i think about the situation. i just think its about time i thought about myself first for once. people tell me to think about myself more. so i think i might start doing that, everyone else does. i could get into more personal shit, and write in this thing forever, but i dont feel like it, it just makes me more depressed. to anyone who read this, thanks i guess, and if you dont have anything constructive, or nice to comment on, then dont comment at all. |
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| hot and heavy |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|01:09 am] |
| [ | how i be feelin |
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the crazy week of partying got cut short. friday night my mom called and said she, tim, and heather were on their way home from ocean city. i had to call some people and tell them they couldnt come over, and i really needed them to cuz i was not in a very good mood. i kinda spazzed out on two of my friends, but only because i hate being lied to. i still dont know if i was lied to, i dont think i was, but i dont really care about it anymore. it wasnt a big deal, its just that those two friends lied to me in the past many-a-times and im still a little cautious about it. i love them to death though so its all good. so the "fun bunch" comes home from the beach and fighting is still going on. crystal came and rescued me. i dont remember anything that happened during the week, i hung out with crystal a lot as usual, and erika was here so that was cool. thursday night my mom tells me that shes going back down to the ocean, with blythe, kiersten, orlando, and astrid and asked me if i wanted to go. my cousin, tamar (who lives in sweden) is in ocean city visiting her mom. i had never met tamar before because shes been in sweden for over 20 years. and i hadnt seen my grandparents and a few aunts and uncles in forever so i decided i would go and see how it was. first of all, i hate the beach, second of all, i hate the ocean, third of all, i FUCKING LOATHE ocean city, but i wanted to go and visit. it was actually fun, i didnt get to do the things i wanted to do, but i never do so im used to it by now. i love visiting with relatives, the cool ones at least, and luckily i have enough of the cool ones to outweigh the not so cool ones. my family is so awesome. i got to hang out with ms. astrid maikoda which is always fabulous. awww kiersten needed to do something so she needed someone to hold astrid, and blythe offered cuz i was eating, and kier goes "but quinns really good with her" i felt bad for blythe but i thought it was so sweet that she thinks im good with her baby. this is the first baby thats been around when im old enough to watch her and hold her and entertain her by myself without an adult watching over me. i love it so much. and it is a lot different when its a baby that youre related to, you just feel closer. the trip wasnt as bad as it could have been. i did get a little pissy from time to time but thats because my family still thinks of me as the baby and it fucking pisses me off cuz im almost 17 years old, im not a fucking baby anymore. astrid is the baby, its her turn to be the one talked to like an idiot and watched over every second like shes going to do something wrong, and when she does do something wrong everyone can talk to her in a condescending manner like they do to me. i dont really want that for her im just letting off steam. oh well its family, you cant pick them, but if i could i woudnt have picked them any differently, theyre perfect, just a little annoying sometimes. we came home today and it took almost 4 hours to get here cuz of the crazy insane weekend traffic from ocean city. i was going to hang out with crystal but my mom is being a total douche and shes blaming it on tim, cuz he said that he needs to be warned two days in advance if im going to have anyone over, it is kinda stupid that he said that, but shes my parent, not him, he doesnt control who i have over, its up to her, and she just didnt wanna be the one saying no so she blames it on him. i hung out with erika, we caught up from the weekend of not seeing each other. not much happened to either of us though so we just watched some tv and goofed around a little. now im writing in here and my fingers are starting to hurt cuz this is the most ive typed in like forever. im done now though cuz i bet no one will read this anyway and if they do they dont want to have to read a fucking book just to catch up on the life of quinn cardall.
i stole this little survey thing from ashley...and it got all screwed up cuz i used the stupid rich text mode thingy. oh well.
Bold all that applies.. and if you use this.. make sure to add 3 things at the bottom so this can become longer.
1. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl.' 2. I'm obsessed with high heels. 3. I'm the youngest child. 4. I am a shopoholic. 5. I love hoop earrings. 6. I am a virgo. 7. I love beer. 8. I can't live without lip gloss. 9. I can't live without music. 10. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months. 11. I spend money I don't have. 12. I'll be in college forever. 13. I've seen Jason Mraz. who the hell is that? 14. I get annoyed easily. 15. I eventually want kids. 16. I have more than a couple of horrible memories. 17. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire. (well i like it, but not obssessed) 18. I am a person. 19. I start film school in February. 20. I love the rain. sometimes. 21. I love taking pictures. 22. I LUV girls who are fake. 23. I can be mean when I want to. 24. My dreams are bizarre. 25. One of my close friends is gay. 26. I have way too many purses. 27. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times. 28. I usually dress how I feel that day. 29. I love 'Sex and the City'. 30. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. 31. I hate when people are late. Or too damn early. 32. I procrastinate. sometimes, 33. I love winter. 34. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. 35. I love to sleep. 36. I wish I were smarter. 37. I'm afraid of flying. 38. I love singing.(even if i am bad) 39. I am addicted to 'The O.C.' 40. I love my hair. on occasion. 41. I never fight with my parents. 42. I love the beach. not the ones here of course 43. I have never had the chicken pox. 44. I'm excited for the future. 45. I can't control my emotions. 46. I can't wait till New Year's. 47. I love the show 'Rich Girls'. 48. I love my friends. 49. Christmas is my favorite holiday. 50. I can be very insecure sometimes. 51. I have never broken a bone. 52. I hate racist people. 53. I hate my computer. 54. I love a guy that plays the guitar.<3 55. I state the obvious. 56. I'm a happy person. Most of the time. 57. I love to dance. 58. I hate cleaning my room. 59. I tend to get jealous easily. 60. I love cute underwear. teehee. 61. I love John Mayer. 62. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused. 63. I want to go to Greece. 64. I don't like to study for tests. 65. I love God. 66. I am too forgiving. 67. I have a horrible sense of direction. 68. I love(d) high school. 69. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things. 70. I'm a daddy's girl. 71. I love kisses on the forehead. 72. I love the color pink. 73. I love to sew. 74. I have blue eyes. 75. I love the Olsen Twins. 76. I played soccer for 10 years. 77. I become stressed easily. 78. I HATE liars. 79. I like comfy sweatpants. 80. Paul Walker is a fag. 81. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained. 82. I love my family. 83. I hate needles. 84. I am a perfectionist. with some things 85. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 86. I am still a virgin. 87. I would love to have my own fashion line. 88. I can be quite selfish at times. 89. I still act like a little kid sometimes. 90. I despise dishonesty. 91. I love pictures. just not of me 92. I love music. 93. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school. 94. I love getting stuff in the mail. 95. I have problems letting go of people. 96. I hate the feeling of being lonely. 97. I hate the fact that i wear size 5 jeans 98. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do. 99. I really don't want to add three things to this list. 100. So I won't. 101. Harry Potter is cool! 102. I am patient, to a point. 103. I like bunnies. 104. I often don't think before I speak and then regret it. 105. I love summer. 106. I miss the friends that I haven't seen for a while. 107. I like the feeling of sneezing. 108. The thought of special brownies makes me giggle. wtf? 109. Sometimes i actually enjoy school but other times i just want it all to stop. 110. I work(ed) at a convenience store and strongly dislike it. 111. I love video games. 112. I'm an insomniac 113. I like Lord of the Rings. 114. I'm reading The Da Vinci Code. 115. and..........my name is JC 116. I want thirteen kids. 117. I get attached easily. 118. But I still manage to have commitment problems. 119. I'm an azn kid. 120. I like to watch movies that make you cry. 121. I love playing in the rain. 122. Ive watched a porn. not on purpose lol. 123. Ive skinny dipped multiple times. 124. People that shove religion down my throat bother me. 125. I miss my home of nine years. 126. I love dancing to Britney Spears. 127. I like it doggie style. *wink*haha 128. I need a life. 129. I love roller coasters. 130. I am scared of heights 131. My nails are painted pink. 132. I love gum. 133. I think Johnny Knoxville is sexy! 134. I am in LOVE with Johnny Depp. 135. I'm a hopeless romantic. 136. I'm a pimp 137. I don't think before I speak 138. I get into trouble at least 3 times a week for stupid shit. 139. I have never gotten straight A's. 140. I have a tanning bed in my house. 141. Olives are my favorite! 142. Kittens make me happy. 143. I am in love with AFI. 144. I am a supervisor at an amusement park. 145. I have a boyfriend whom I can trust. 146. I love the fact that my birthday is in August because it is not near any major holidays. 147. I have more than one favorite color. 148. The end of 'Big Fish' makes me cry. 149. I am gay. 150. I have done drugs other than weed. 151. I have never cheated on anybody. 152. I hate chocolate. 153. I have an obsession with wanting to lose weight. 154. Im in love. 155. Jenni Kay Wolfgram is my best friend 156. I like cream cheese 157. I love chocolate milk. 158. I have spit-o-phobeia(fear of spit). 159. I cried for days when my dog died. 160. I am learning how to play lacrosse. 161. DDR rocks. HAHA Thats my dad's intials! 162. My middle name is Marie. 163. I work at Publix. 164. I like a certain someone. 165. Somehow, the people I trust always let me down. 166. Sometimes, I want to move away, right away take the one i love, and never look or come back. 167. I love the Ashlee Simpson Show. 168. I hate people that use others. 169. I freaking love Yellowcard. 170. I am in love with Kurt Cobain and I wish he never died. 171. I surf and skate. 172. I love Drew. He's a perfect 10. 173. I'm not ashamed to admit that I love the Backstreet Boys. 174. I have my belly button pierced. 175. I own a cowboy hat. 176. I was bron in NY. 177. I wish I was a mushroom. 178. I have dreams of being your mom. 179. I am determined to be involved with broadway one day. 180. I am going back to dance class soon :D 181. I have been told by many ppl that I am a very good dancer. 182. I have found my one true love. 183. I love my boyfriend more than life its self. 184. I love Derik. as a friend duh! 185. I have the same birthday as shakespeare. (april 23) 186. I will always have cream soda in my house when i'm older. 187. I hate people that bring me down. 188. Whenever I take surveys like this one, I correct all the grammer and spelling mistakes. 189. I have a slight case of OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder). 190. I am extremely clumsy. |
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| i ran away to crystals |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|12:59 am] |
| [ | how i be feelin |
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| [ | what i be listenin to |
| | the pixies - here comes your man | ] | my parents were out of town for the week so i decided it was time to rebel...for the first time in my entire life...so much happened...too much to write at this moment...so this story of our sleepover (accompanied by photos) will do just fine...
the evening started out kind of slow
 jimmy and steve played some cards
 steve was stressed because he just couldnt seem to beat jimmy
 kyle and steve started dancing early in the evening...and they just couldnt stop
 the dancing continued... (kyle got a little TOO excited about that)
 and it continued...with mr jimbo jangle added
 we decided to do a little dancing of our own...more her doing than mine
 steve gave our dancing a thumbs up...and a high five was needed
 kyle looked a little girly in that shirt so he had to make sure he maintained his manliness
 crystal was just kind of hanging out in the corner watching everything from a far...i imagine it was quite scary
 an example of the scariness...steven tyler or one of the cheetah girls...you decide
 caitlin and i had our bubble tape challenge...9 feet of SOUR bubble tape at once...my teeth still hurt from it...that is a disgusting picture but necessary to depict the night properly...and i must mention that I WON!!!!
 jimmy tasted the sourness as well
 i had to be the responsible "mom" and tell steve he couldnt jump off the roof onto the trampoline...he pouted
 things got a little wet...ill just leave it at that
well that story is done being told so now i must be off to take more photos with crystal and make another story |
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[Jul. 5th, 2004|12:09 pm] |
i havent update this beast in a super long time...i dont feel like writing about everything that has happened right now...maybe ill sum it up later...but i will leave you with the song that is stuck in my head...who cares if it was on vh1's 50 most awesomely bad songs...most of the songs on there are kick ass...
Spin Doctors - Two Princes Lyrics
First Verse- One, two princes kneel before you That what I said now Princes, princes who adore you Just go ahead now One has diamonds in his pockets That's some bread, now This one said he wants to buy you rockets Ain't in his head, now
Second Verse- This one he got a princely racket That's what I said now Got some Big Seal upon his jacket Ain't in his head now You marry him, your father will condone you How 'bout that now You marry me, your father will disown you He'll eat his hat, now
Chorus 1 Marry him, marry me I'm the one that loved you baby can't you see? Ain't got no future or family tree But I know what a prince and lover ought to be I know what a prince and lover ought be
Chorus 2 Said if you want to call me baby Just go ahead now And if you like to tell me maybe Just go ahead now And if you wanted to buy me flowers Just go ahead now And if you like to talk for hours Just go ahead now
Verse 1-Repeat Said one, two princes kneel before you That what I said now Princes, princes who adore you Just go ahead now One has diamonds in his pockets That's some bread, now This one said he wants to buy you rockets Ain't in his head, now
Chorus 1-Repeat Marry him, marry me I'm the one that loved you baby can't you see? Ain't got no future or family tree But I know what a prince and lover ought to be I know what a prince and lover ought be
Chorus 2-Repeat till fade Said if you want to call me baby Just go ahead now And if you like to tell me maybe Just go ahead now And if you wanted to buy me flowers Just go ahead now And if you like to talk for hours Just go ahead now And if you want to call me baby Just go ahead now And if you like to tell me maybe Just go ahead now And if you like to buy me flowers Just go ahead now And if you like to talk for hours Just go ahead now If you want to call me baby Just go ahead now And if you like to tell me maybe Just go ahead now If you want to buy me flowers Just go ahead now And if you like to talk for hours Just go ahead now Oh Baby! Just go ahead now Oh! Just just go ahead now Oh, your majesty! Just go ahead now Come on forget the King who... marry me! Just go ahead now Come on, come on, come on Just go ahead now Go ahead now Just go ahead now, etc. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
x Name: quinn x Birth date: august 9th x Current Occupation: notta thing x Current Location: my room...millers island x Eye Color: light brown x Hair Color: blonde, blue, greenish, brownish...craziness x Height: 5'4 or 5'5 x Righty or Lefty: righty x Zodiac Sign: leo
Layer 2: x Your heritage: czechoslovakian, irish, english, swedish x The shoes you wore today: wallabees ow ow i love these things x Your weaknesses: people...mainly friends...i would do anything for them x Your fears: lots of stuff...especially lately x Your perfect pizza: spinach alfredo x Goal you'd like to achieve: therapist and masseuse
Layer 3: x Your most overused phrase on AIM: i dunno x Your thoughts first waking up: wanting to go back to sleep x Your best physical feature: nothing x Your bedtime: whenever x Worst feeling : the lack of feeling...emptiness, numbness
Layer 4: x Pepsi or Coke: coca cola x McDonalds or Burger King: burger king...veggie whopper x Single or group dates: ive never been on a real single date...so i guess group x Adidas or Nike: adidas x Shorts or jeans: jeans x Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate x Band-aid or leave it be: eh depends
Layer 5: x Smoke: nope x Cuss: yea x Sing: whenever i can x Take a shower everyday: pretty much x Have a crush: this is like the first time that the answer is no to this x Do you think you've been in love: definitely not x Want to go to college: desperately x Like high school: certain aspects of it x Want to get married: of course x Believe in yourself: :-/ x Get motion sickness: no x Think you're attractive: not at all x Think you're a health freak: ive been more into that kinda stuff lately x Get along with your parents: sometimes x Play an instrument: sometimes i attempt to play guitar
Layer 6: x Drank alcohol: once x Done a drug: nope x Gone to the mall: uh huh x Eaten an entire box of Oreono: what the hell is oreono? x Eaten sushi: yea...yucky x Been on stage: yea x Gone skating: yea i suck at it x Made homemade cookies: uh huh i love baking x Gone skinny dipping: no way man x Dyed your hair: lots x Stolen anything: i used to a lot
Layer 7: x Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope x Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope x Been caught "doing something": nothing to be caught doing x Been called a tease: yes but im fairly sure they were joking x Gotten beaten up: nope x Changed who you were to fit in: nope
Layer 8: x Age you hope to be married: doesnt matter...whenever i fall in love and the time is right x Numbers and Names of Children: six kids...just like my mom...too many names to write x Describe your dream wedding: again...too much to write x How do you want to die: i hate thinking about it x What country would you most like to visit: europe
Layer 9: x Number of drugs taken illegally: zero suckers x Number of people I could trust with my life: im not so sure x Number of CDs that I own: too many to count x Number of piercings: two x Number of tattoos: none x Number of times I lied: i dunno x Number of scars on my body: sooooo many x Number of things in my past that I regret: zero
Last Cigarette: never Last Alcoholic Drink: more than a year ago Last Car Ride: bus ride home from school Last Kiss: never except on the cheek by my mom Last Good Cry: its actually been a while Last Library Book checked out: catch 22 and i hate this place; the pessimists guide to life Last Movie Seen in Theatres: raising helen Last Book Read: i started reading frankenstein about a week ago Last Cuss Word Uttered: i dont know Last Beverage Drank: water Last Food Consumed: taco salad Last Crush: ive had little ones, but the last big one was probably steve...yuck i hate to admit that Last Phone Call: probably my mom Last TV Show Watched: i dunno Last Time Showered: this morning Last Shoes Worn: wallabees...already answered this Last CD Played: travis Last Item Bought: soda and chips this morning Last Download: i dunno Last Annoyance: these stupid bugs that are getting in my window Last Disappointment: myself Last Soda Drank: cherry coke Last Thing Written: "cherry coke" Last Key Used: " Last Word Spoken: i dunno Last Sleep: i think i fell asleep at some point while laying down in my papasan...soooo comfy Last IM: crystal i think...maybe dan Last Sexual Fantasy: haha eww weirdo Last Weird Encounter: i dunno Last Ice Cream Eaten: coffee Last Time Amused: i dunno Last Time In love: never Last Time Hugged: my mom i think...before that jessi and lauren Last Time Scolded: i dunno Last Time Resentful: i dunno Last Chair Sat In: papasan right now Last Lipstick Used: i never wear lipstick...chapstick...bee kissed stuff...its like berts bees Last Underwear Worn: old school 80s heart print Last Bra Worn: grey sports bra Last Shirt Worn: my DAM shirt Last Webpage Visited: this one duh |
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[Jun. 6th, 2004|01:17 am] |
updating is a bitch especially since crystals keyboard doesnt like to work on livejournal...but theres not really anything else to do so here goes...
last wednesday i rode home with jessi after school we hung out at her house for a little while with little timmy that kid cracks me up...hes SUCH a rebel stephi came over and we hung out some more shes a sweetie they watched the beheading video...while i cried in the corner we walked to b&k and jessi got cheese fries rog tried to molest her...like always we went back to her house jared came over but only for like 10 minutes he seems like a nice kid after he left...i went with the girlies to get slurpees then we stopped by daniel blakes house for a visit steve was kind of a jerk but its alright cuz we werent there for him we had to leave anyway cuz my mom was at jessis house waiting for me
thursday i cant remember anything special happening
friday was the senior awards and slide show that was over at like 11 and i met up with jessi stephi came and picked us up we went to the lovely house of dan, martin, and derrick (aka uptown stomp) theyre actually pretty clean for a bunch of boys theyre sweethearts as well dan was asleep almost the whole time martin only came in for a little while to visit he had to go back to work we hung out with derrick he liked my socks but he said i made his head hurt :-/ eh oh well hes still pretty cool we left there and stephi dropped us back off at school jessis aunt came and got her and i took the bus home later that night crystal and i went to see the day after tomorrow it was great...we had a grand ole time everyone MUST see that movie i spent the night at crystals and DID NOT try to kill her in my sleep this time
saturday she talked to her dad and she had to go get her eyes checked we went out there to the eye place it only took like 20 minutes we tried on lots of crazy fun glasses her dad bought us lunch then she and i went to white marsh mall then back to her dads house after that we tried to go home and her dad told us we could go a certain way well that wasnt exactly the truth we ended up downtown i knew where we were but we could not find the way home we were sooooo lost for like an hour and a half it was craziness we found my sisters house but they WERENT HOME it was awful but for some reason strangely amusing we finally found our way home she dropped me off later ryan came and got me and we went up to woodlawn we hung out for a while with poppa-doo then we went to blockbuster but couldnt find any good movies so we went to see shrek 2 it was funny and cute the guy sitting next to me had a freakin beer there were also guys that couldnt keep their laughter down it was way annoying
well there is WAY more to write but crystal wants to get on here so ill save it for later... <333 ta ta for now all |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|10:47 pm] |
i just wrote the longest fucking entry ever and the bitch got deleted...fuck it
i stole this from katies journal
Type your username with your: nose: bllmeitonmystyle elbow: blmeittonmystyle tongue: blmeitonmystyle chin: b.,lmeeirton mysdtyle feet: blmeitoknmysdtyle eyes closed and one finger: blmeuribmtartle back of hand: bgoklmn eitonm,mytsre67yok4 palm: b;lm itonmnm,tyryklwe mouse: blmeitonmystyle wrist: nbn l mneiktyopnmm,ystyyuer
i got two completely right...interesting |
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| PICTURE TIME |
[May. 27th, 2004|08:40 pm] |
 thats a picture of me that kyle made...haha i love it
 this is the more famous quinn...i love him
 i love this man as well...booyakasha
 not really mr depp but hes pretty believable
 OW OW...hes a hottie
 haha this was the logo for lobster attack...the hottest band this side of the mississippi...steves pretty talented on paint

 aw man it doesnt get much better than them ^
 ^that girl is fucking four years old...SCARY
these are some really cool/weird tattoos...




 ^i LOVE that one^
 fraggle rock is the best show EVER
 man i havent seen that movie in FOREVER...i love it though
 this is what im getting done when my mom finally gives in...shes pretty close
 he has the most amazing eyes...and voice...and everything |
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| this worked out weird for me...DO IT! |
[May. 25th, 2004|05:09 pm] |
| [ | how i be feelin |
| | hot | ] |
| [ | what i be listenin to |
| | jake gyllenhaal talking...lovely | ] | First..get a pen and paper. When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know and go with your first instinct.
Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read ahead or you'll ruin it!
1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a column.
2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any two numbers you want.
3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of members of the opposite sex.
NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WON"T TURN OUT RIGHT!
4. Write anyone's name (like friends or family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots.
5. Write down four song titles in 8,9,10, and 11.
GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!!
6. Finally, make a wish.
And now the key for the game.....
1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people about this game.
2. The person in space 3 is the one that you love.
3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't work out.
4. You care most about the person you put in 4.
5. The person you name in number 5 is the one who knows you very well.
6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star.
7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3.
8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7
9. The tenth space is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life
NOW... post this in an entry, or whatever.. within an hour. and your wish will come true... If you don't it will become the opposite. |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|10:26 pm] |
the search for the perfect boy has begun...
+ easy going + fun to hang out with + accepts and likes me for who i am + gets along with my friends and family + is interesting to talk to + can carry on an intelligent conversation + likes art and music and culture of all kinds + has hopes and dreams, and tries to reach them + is his own person, no matter what + doesnt try to fit in, but also doesnt try not to + likes all my little quirks + tells me the truth all the time, even if it hurts + gives me butterflies in my stomach whenever i see him + understands me without even trying + does things because HE wants to, and no one else + can make me laugh even if hes the reason im upset + has his own beliefs and has reasons for them + can sit in silence with me and be completely content
gosh i am way too picky...ill probably add more later haha |
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